*New 100th Post*

Ok, so my post yesterday(down below) was pretty vague and probably worrisome. I was just really upset and didn't have the exact words but I needed to write, so I'm sorry to any of you that were like.........WTF?! Has the HST gone mad? Well, not exactly. Remember the guy I bought Sasquatch tickets for? yeah well I was pretty sure things were slowly progressing between us. Apparently I was wrong. I could be mad, but the truth is that I'm just an idiot. I cared so deeply for him that I think I kept telling myself that his little inuendo and looks and such meant something. So I really have no choice but to suck it up and deal. He informed me in no uncertain terms and very painfully last night that he's "just not that into me". And yes he said those words. And as we all know of course: I still miss him and want nothing more than to be with him ALL THE TIME. It' s a sickness.

OK MOVING ON TO MY REAL 100TH POST!

For 2 nights in a row now I've had lesbian sex dreams. Don't get me wrong I was having a good time in them, but I woke up kind of freaked out. I have nothing against lesbians, please do not misunderstand me. I have some very dear lesbian friends. I've even batted for that team once, but seriously I really like dick. So what's with the lesbian dreams? On top of the dreams themselves, the first night it was my roommate. Uh........? I got nothing.





Of course this would bee my 100th post. Shit.


Apparently...................I made it all up in my head.
I have no idea how I'm supposed to feel, but hopefully I'll feel better after puking and crying my eyes out.


"but love is blind, and lovers cannot see." ~The Merchant of Venice~