I'm having a conversation with him right now on Instant Messenger. I finally just told him why i'm upset. I feel like his fallback girl and he basically ignored me for 6 months. He made excuses, tried to say "you didn't call either" and "that happens with all new relationships, people's friendships suffer." And when I brought up the fact that he didn't come see my play that he promised he'd come see 3 times he just told me how his car wasn't working and how he thought he could get it fixed but turns out he couldn't. NO I'm sorry. NO explanation as to why he didn't call and say "i know this is important to you but I can't make it". He just basically continued talking to me as if nothing happened and is now talking on and on about HIMSELF and HIS new apartment. I really wish I had the balls to tell him to go stick it up his ass. But the truth is that I'm just still terrified of him never wanting me again. I have such issues...
Monday, June 25, 2007
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Needy little boys. Just like the book "The Peter Pan Syndrome". Bummer
I think we all feel like that sometimes...kind of like, even though I don't want to be his fallback girl, it's nice to be someone's fallback girl. It's not logical, it's not sensical, but it falls clearly within the realm of feminine reality.
I'm sorry - it sucks - but at least you realize what a jackass he is.
Kick him to the curb, girl.
Kick him to the curb.
You are so much better without him.
You are such a wonderful and lovely woman.
You have a younger man as a play thing, therefore you totally don't need him.
Even if you didn't/don't have the youngin' you still don't need him.
Yes, we all have issues. Some have mutiple subscriptions worth, however, your new issue needs to be knowing how amazing you are.
Preacher PG, out.
Somehow you always know how to make me feel fabulous. I really need to get over my need for everyone to like me. JEEZ. How did I miss how faboo I am?!
and speaking of playthings..........:)
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